December 2010
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12/27
really wish the sinking feeling in my chest would go away, but i suppose it is my personal way of reminding myself that stuff can and usually will get worse. if i could have any superpower it would be to read minds so i could make everyone like me. pathetic right? always walking on eggshells even in my own subconscious trying to keep from offending myself. i either come up with way too many words...
catexrowan:
Transit - Please Head North...
the stockings were hung by the chimney with care...
snuggled under fleece sheets and a hello kitty comforter in my bedroom from my high school years that has since been passed to my baby sister. the glow of the christmas trees is illuminating the balcony side of the room and the heat from the fire is rising to keep all of us warm as the wind whips outside. for the first time in twenty years santa won’t be stopping by our house. the baby is...
new york city for the weekend
woopwoop
but it's far from over...
the year is starting to wind down. the days left on the 2011 calendar are dwindling. this year has been a bizarre one, quite rocky and tumultuous at times, but here i am with my feet firmly planted on the ground and a good head on my shoulders despite everything working to shake all of that. i have a few more sentences to write on a paper about the prison system and i am free of another semester...
“keep it secret, keep it safe.”
– LOTR: fellowship of the ring. this applies to everything.
12/14
i love the moments in life when it feels like the world is sleeping. bike riding in the middle of the night and not passing a car or the way the world seems to stop when it snows. the extreme sense of peace when the world doesn’t seem to be bothered by anything outside of the walls that we have made. everything always seems to move so fast i embrace any moment where time seems to stand...
“i really hope you’ve found happiness, and if you’re ever in need of...”
– an affair to remember
dolce far niente
i just sit here wondering what goes on beyond these walls. the world is so big, so incredibly big and overwhelming. i just want to run away and see everything and it scares me because i know while sitting here alone, wasting so much time, chasing this piece of paper the world is still spinning and my clock is ticking. it’s about a biweekly occurrence when i start feeling like my life is not...
“i was the flight risk with a fear of falling wonderin’ why we bothered...”
– t. swift… yeah i relate to taylor swift lyrics get off me