February 2012
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“Like most others, I was a seeker, a mover, a malcontent, and at times a stupid...”
– Hunter S. Thompson
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2/25
being away from home is exactly what i needed. sometimes i feel like i run away when things start to get hard, but in reality i run to the people i love they just are scattered everywhere. it’s beautiful to see so many people who have positive energy and are welcoming and so obviously care about each other. home feels like one giant popularity contest most days that i gave up on a long time...
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2/20
all i can conclude is that some days are good and some days fucking suck and that all you have to do in life is suck it up and try and keep going. lately i feel up to my knees in mud towing around a lot of baggage. some days it seems manageable and others feel the exact opposite. i’m sick of apologizing for how i feel and i’m sick of rationalizing everyone elses’ behaviors. i...
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2/4
things are going back to normal and that is all i really wanted. i have never needed life to be perfect, but when it feels manageable i’m more than relieved. surrounded by people i love and respect, on a clear path towards graduation, spring is on it’s way slowly but surely. it’s the small things keeping me going and the good people on my side who make the days easier to get...
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2/1/12
i miss the peace of december. january turned everything inside out. never can quite tell what february will hold. i really just want things to be easier and less sad and maybe a little normal dare i say the word. but i think my problem is asking and expecting too much, so maybe i will just cross my fingers, jump in, and hope like hell i don’t drown.