it just boggles my mind and weighs on my heart that i do not feel like i meet honest people. no one can say what they mean and no one means what they say and everything is half truths and white lies. tell me anything as long as it is the truth. hurt my feelings, break my heart, blow my mind i do not care i just want to know the truth. my mind is a weapon on it’s own. i break myself down from the inside out every minute of every day. nothing you can say to me will shock me i can nearly guarantee you i have mulled the idea over before in my head. i do not care what you have to say as long as you actually mean it. and for gods sake say it to my face.